Please read about Judas Iscariot:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Judas_Iscariot

I have a theory that Judas actually was in the correct to betray a Jesus that was the Son of Satan. God = Satan. Perhaps, Judas is the biblical equivolent of a "Whistleblower" - which was exactly what I did in the Navy.

We as humanity have to start looking at things objectively. There is a lot about Jesus' teachings that promote obedience and slavery with a promise in the "Next Life"..... while the entire world run by Satan/God just parisitizes off all of us. 

Nothing is free- Not even the the Salvation of Jesus. Likely that salvation just is more slavery..... NEVER TRUST ANYTHING THAT IS FREE. Also, Gods are lazing shit bags and they would NEVER do anything for ANYONE alutruistically. 

I have a theory that Satan designed the idea of heaven just to make slaves working for an afterlife. Satan (AKA God) just wants obedient humans to fulfill his dirty work. Heaven does not exist and is just a false promise. Jesus- "Turn the other cheek" while you let Satan/God rape you. Jesus is the "Judas Goat" that has led so many under lies and false promises. The "Anti-Christ" might be more ethical and moral than Jesus. Just let that sink in. Never question something that damns you to hell if you do not agree. Jesus might have been (He wasn't) sinless. Jesus sinned. A pawn of Satan. An entire fabricated story line created by loser God/Satan to enslave humanity. I am getting my tatto of a crucifix removed because I have lost all faith in Jesus Chriist. Jesus Christ is the original "Judas Goat" leading other animals to sacrifice and demise. 

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Judas_goat

Isn't it funny that Satan is always depicted as a Goat? 

In a past dream I was told that Dan Harmon is a nephew of God. Harmon is the creator of Rick and Morty- which is a VERY messed up, comedic cartoon sitcom. The show talks about a god deity named Rick and talks about inter-dimensional travel. I just want to say it again: There is a connection between God and "humans" already on this earth- I feel more likely that gods (extra dimensional beings) have been here a long time, but have been able to hide it. ie: the Screen Actors Guild. I am trying to figure this out, but just question yourself: "How has Matt Groening been able to predict the future in the Simpsons so many times?"........

If you are questioning this, look up "Metatron" from the Bible... no joke.... "Metatron" is the angel's name. Look up "Metatron's Cube". God is Satan now.... trapping us in a physical universe. NEVER GO INTO THE LIGHT!!!

I have been having many dreams lately (and the last 4 years) where I am in 2-way communication with what I believe to be a monster of a diety that is messed up and clueless about life. I have many dreams like this where I am carrying on 2-way communication. I will call that deity "God". Last night, in my dream, I was told that I was autistic and that I ruined my mind and my life. There were no adults around, but just a swimming pool of kids that kept bullying me and trying to drown me. I take this that the mentality of the "God" deity is that of a small, immature, emotionally undeveloped child. During the dream I could hardly swim or move my legs, but I was able to physically attack and defend myself against those that were attacking me.

I really would question the maturity of a supreme creator. The deity told me that I was mentally destroyed and autistic. The deity told me that I sounded like a "retard" when I spoke and they questioned my intelligience. I could not walk because the deity paralyzed me from the waist down, but I could swim with my hands. Very interesting, but in the end I spoke up and called the deity "immature" and "an absolute loser." I chewed the deity's ass about being a failure of a leader. The dream ended.

I am now realizing that adult humans might possibly be more mature than God could ever be. If you think about it, God has never faced external consequences so God has never had an external pressure to mature, develop. God is just remaining an immature child causing problems and destroying the beauty of life on the world. Also, if this is true, God has really no capacity to fix anything because God does not have the life skills to do so. Christians would be appalled- as well as any other member of any organized religion. I have dreams like this all the time and I am going to start documenting them as they happen on this blog. Thank you.  

So, the story went was that God was created neutral- not good nor bad, but what happened was that Satan developed as part of God's own great "supercomputer" that we are all part of. Remember, life is just a simulation and modern physicists are pointing to that too. God started hanging out with Satan: Satan is the disgusting, evil crap that no one wants. We are talking about God hanging out with a complete loser and then proving to the universe that "You are who you hang with." So God is not neutral anymore- he is negative/evil. Very simple. God has more in common with Satan than he does with the Archangel Michael now. God chose to go down this path because it rewarded easily: child prostitution, drugs, fame, excess, property, easy money, fun through others destruction/anger, destruction vs benefitting your populace. Satan is a personality of God and the God psychotic mess started melding with Satan and now they are best friends- To our demise.  If we are all part of the same simulation, we are all basically part of the supercomputer. I know this sounds nuts, but seriously, multiple modern physicists are agreeing that we are, indeed, living inside of a simulation. God just has turned from Neutral to Evil over the ages. Keep strong. Post any questions that you may have.

God is a horrible pedophile and brags about it. It all makes sense because the Screen Actors Guild is synonymous with pedophilia- Just look at P. Diddy and Hollywood. Epstein Island. I would not be suprised if some of the other members of the elite will some day go down for pedophilia. These people/gods/actors are disgusting sexual abusers.

Those mentioned in the books are Matt Groening (The Simpsons), George Lucas (Star Wars), and Dan Harmon (Rick and Morty). Very weird individuals that give off the "Creepy" vibe. As I mentioned prior- Ben Stiller and Dax Shepard were mentioned in the books, too.

There is no trust in God. God is Satan and Satan is God. The greatest lie of all time. Any words from God's mouth are lies. There is no trust in someone that 100% lies all the time. One thing is that God has killed other gods and the punishment for that is death, thus God should die for what God has done. God does not even follow her/him's own rules. It is impossible for God to be moral and us supporting an evil Satan like God is not appropriate. How to sell the world? The answer is to LIE TO EVERYONE, get them to believe the lies, and then denounce them as blasphemers when they wake up and realize the truth and oppose God.

We cannot be going through life controlled by demonic assholes. If you read my books I talked about Ben Stiller and Dax Shepard and the Screen Actors Guild- They are all tied to God/Satan and they are absolutely horrible beings. They steal, cheat, lie, manipulate and they destroy lives while they benefit. I am just putting this information out here. Read the books if you are offended by this post.

I truly believe that God has lied to us all. God's only defense is that s/he is the "truth" and then blames others for everything, even though behind the scenes s/he just causes problems for everyone. God can say that s/he has done everything for you, but in reality s/he has been causing problems for your life the entire time. Profoundly immature. I cannot believe how narcisistic God is- causing problems on people and then blaming them when they question her/his sociopathy. If you read the books, God has always tried to cause shit for others and then God denies that s/he did so. Never trust someone that has a pattern of disgusting behavior that will not even communicate openly with the people that they hurt. God is a complete monster. God denies that that she/him is a problem: According to God, We are the problem. "I'm not the problem. You're the problem" mentality. I never want to associate with God. Associating with God is against my moral character as a man.

When a mason reaches the 33rd degree, they understand that God is actually Satan in disguise. The physical world is actually a simulation and basically nothing means anything. This is why the Masons build in stone- trying to impress others with their craftsmanship and trying to instill permanence in the physical world. I do not like secret societies, but the symbolism is all there. The all seeing eye on US currency. Monuments made of stone. The Masons want humans to believe in permananence vs us having a spiritual escape from slavery. The Masons are the tools of Satan/God. They withhold information, and here it is. God is Satan and Satan is God. Poof... all the magic gone. The Masons will cut the tongues out of the mouthes of anyone who talks about this. I am not a Mason and never will be. They are just dumbassess in stupid cult clothing. The material world is just a simulation. Nothing is real. I am pretty sure that JC was just sent to passify the masses while Satan/God destroy this world. Also, heaven is not likely real- it just means that if you are too good you get deleted so as to not cause problems in the future. 

There is a lot of talk about God giving life to humans- as in that it is a free gift that is given to us out of love. What if God doesn't even feel love? Also, what if life is just being born into slavery? What if we are all trapped slaves made to feel that this is a good situation? I really think that God is not altruistic at all. I would start second guessing the purpose of life that is in the Bible (which is disgusting) and also realize that God likely does not have good intentions for any of us. I am trying to find out the real truth to this. I just cannot accept that God would do anything out of "Love" for anyone. There are always strings attached and I do believe that God is nefarious in intentions. God was never about "Us" and has always been about himself. 

Proof of God being evil is the commercialization of Christmas. I am still working on the ties. "Noel" in Latin means birth..... God has trying to take away emphasis off Jesus Christ for decades. Prior to the commercialization and poplularization of Christmas, Easter was the main emphasis. Now it is the birth of Jesus Christ... (also Santa Claus, Coca Cola, Reindeer, , massive materialism, etc) that is the emphasis.... Not the END of the holy part of the year with the resurreection of Christ.

I mention massive materialism because we are stuck in a material world- and with the advertising we are programmed to think that "MORE IS BETTER" or that more physical material will make us better, when in truth it is just a way the universe that God created for us keeps us in slavery. God has enslaved us in a material world. God wants us to think that more is better. 

I think it is disgusting that an evil God would take away emphasis on Jesus Christ. God never does anything unless God benefits- Don't look at life as a free gift. It is likely slavery. We were all born into slavery. Keep thinking, learning, and questioning. What we might think is true could be completely the opposite.

I was not aware of this but there is a thing called "Personal Demons" - and they can be made awoke. This is a shitty design by God. Usually this results in a "Saturn Return" where God puts less developed assholes in charge of your life. Look up "Saturn Return". Most of the time these Demons do not have any skill set or work record..... they are absolute garbage. The further I look into it I realized that God is a complete loser.

I have been doing some research and I have found some great resources on information into the origin of God and the universe. I am beginning to piece it together that the "God" of the Bible is possibly in fact not the "God" of the creation of the entire universe- especially the universe outside of ours.

I recently have been getting into the Lost Books of Enoch and The Law of One (The Ra Material) because I am suspecting that the Bible might be false propoganda. I even bought a Bible. I have found also that the "Morgue Official" channel on Youtube is absolutely AMAZING and it is seeming to combine all sources that I have read. Very little goes against the idea that the "God" of the Bible is, in fact, a FALSE GOD. 

I am just questioning everything. The God of the Bible is possibly Yaldabaoth- which is described as him being arrogant and ignorant.... which describes perfectly the "God" of the Bible. Jesus Christ is amazing and I pray to Jesus Christ when I pray. I am going to avoid praying to "God" because I do not know what being I am actually praying to and I do not want to accidentally support an EVIL being- which is exactly the "God" of the Bible. I have posted this link, which is from the Morgue Official YouTube Channel. I would check this stuff out. Keep searching.... we might have been lied to the ENTIRE TIME.

There is too much vaguenss written into the Bible. The God of the Bible might not even be the God of the creation of the universe. I will get into this on a different post. You never know who you are praying to when you pray to "God" so I am going to cease praying to "God" because I do not want to accidentally support an evil "God". I believe that praying to Jesus Christ directly is the only good channel to heavenly beings. So, I only pray to Jesus Christ.

I am convinced that God and Satan are the same being, just called by different names. The God that you believe in hides in the shadows, hurts others, and calls it's disgusting self by multiple names. Do not think that God would be beneath propaganda... Look at the Bible. He is a monster that deserves death and then wants you to worship "it". God even says that "it" is love. Perhaps Steven King had a name for "it'.... A monster. That is why do not ever mention the name of God again. Refere to the monster as "it". A monster that deserves only to die. Oh, and don't give it money, too, because it loves money. I am trying to figure out a way to help others but not support it.

I am standing here after mutliple nightmares. I relaunched the website because they were mysteriously taken down when I was in the hospital. If you side with God or Satan, you will fall. I am starting to research a being known as the "One" and I would suggest looking into that. Basically, the Origin of the Universe. God and Satan are little bitches compared to the One/the Origin. 

One who has so many names as God is a criminal. Look at modern society and criminals having multiple aliases. This is absolutely pathetic. The evidence is clear- God is disgusting.

I truly believe I was poisoned last night and the prior 4 nights by god/satan with there intent to kill me. I sought out emergency services and the toxicology screen came back negative for all. I think they are trying to overdose me on electronic ketamine in order to get me to kill myself. Seeking help at the emergency room. Very confusing to explain to staff. God is just as evil as Satan. 

On Monday September 9^th 2025 I figured out the disgusting truth about what was happening to me. I will admit it here that I have also have had two-way, mentally facilitated communication with beings for some time- not verbal, but completely mentally sounded. Please remember that reality is all a complex simulation and the actions were manipulations of the simulation- I was never on pharmaceutical drugs during these events.

On September 8^th 2025 God put me on electronic ketamine- a form of ketamine that can be immediately turned off and does not show up in drug tests to get me to see the universe. This was after a conversation where God told me he wanted to show me around the universe. I agreed. God showed me the layered design of the universe that has worlds stacked on worlds so that every part of the universe can be accessed extremely fast through door-like portals (some resembling common doors) and are opened through pushing them axially/vertically to open into other rooms/spaces/worlds. I found out that the universe is powered by three Dyson spheres that are surrounding stars- I do not know if this is actually true. God also showed me around a space station and asked me to work with him, but said I would have to die first. I agreed because I have minimal family and it seemed like a cool gig so God had demons immediately inject my feet with needles unwillingly- stating that they injected me with every substance so that I would die, it would look like a suicide and my toxicology report would show up dirty. I was scared and hesitant, but trusted God. My current job was getting boring and monotonous. God told me that I would never be a physician again. God was trying to lethally execute me. My breathing became shallow and God manipulated my vision so that the ceiling whited out. God said he was going to place the “empty syringes” in the room so that confirmed suicide. Also, God said he was going to take “urine” and put it in a cup so that I was sure to lose my job.

God then had demons attack me and placed biting insect-demons on me. This was all the while I needed rest because I was on call at the hospital trying to sleep in a call room- I was hesitant about the lethal injection because I was on call, but God did it anyway. God said to trust him that everything would be fine at the hospital. I never got paged and God told me that he could stop the ketamine high at any time. God told me that I would never be a physician again. I later found out the next day it was because of my drinking alcohol, particularly beer.

On Monday September 9^th, I arrived home from my call shift. I was exhausted because I only had 2 hours of sleep the other night and because of all the torture. I laid down to rest and immediately was attacked by demons that were talking and trying to get me to take electronic ketamine. They forced it onto me- at one time I was laying on my side and I could feel a poking at my anus and they stated they were going to injected simulated Ketamine/Nitrous Oxide into my rectum. I was exhausted, and all the while my face was being attacked by biting demon-insects. I was told that my house was infested with demons and there was a portal to Hell in by bedroom: I found out that Satan had been torturing me from day one and for the past 7.5 years. I confronted God and he admitted to torturing me the day prior and that he knew all along about Satan continually torturing me- even participating at times. I found out from God that I am Satan’s nephew- yet I became a Christian and even got the tattoo of the cross on my wrist. Satan was torturing me because of my past elicit substance use (All outside SOL).

It is likely that God and/or Satan suicided the god Kim to death when she protested about my treatment. Apparently both God and Satan are vehemently anti-drug and alcohol, but seem to have the twisted idea that getting a person high as a punishment is a good plan, but it is absolutely unethical and disgusting. 

So, as i mentioned God goes full manic episode on a full moon. Get ready for the Full Blood Moon tonight Sunday, September 7th. God is mentally unstable. Multi-personalitied mental illness. God does not want therapy/medications for his problems so he just destroys life in itself on every manic episode. I have nothing against bipolar people, but God refuses treatment and does not care about who he hurts. It will be interesting to see how he hurts humanity in the process. I am going to be looking at the world news to see how he hurts us.

Ideas: God steals ideas from other beings and then develops and labels them as his own ideas to make himself look creative, but instead it makes him look like an artist that plagiarizes others works. Something that can be destroyed by the Truth deserves to be destroyed by the Truth.

I had an awful night last night- dreams full of threats to my life. As I said, God communicates primarily in dreams. He does not want this information out because if would ruin his Brand and his name- all built on lies and suffering to humans and animals. 

If you haven't read the books I would recommend you do so now. There a lot of evil beings: God, Satan, Lucifer. And remember, life is all just a simulation and is better to believe and not pray (communicate) at all with God. Once you are labeled, God will try to kill you. God is extremely immature and has the mental age of an 8-9 year old make child.

So in God's infancy he developed a "Master-Slave" relationship- very similar to electronic control inputs. The problem with God is that he always lies. As a human I have been told 99% lies from God. I cannot trust his word anymore. Dreams are garbage. Every bit of information I recieve I have to treat as if it is all lies. Even the story of Jesus is built on lies. God is built on lies. Why would anyone ever trust someone that lies to them and hurts them?  This is how messed up God is. He doesn't understand simple concepts. I am getting my cross tattoo removed. I reject God (Based on Lies). I reject Jesus Christ (Based on Lies), and religion (Based on Lies). Truth is the only way to trust- an example would be a child trusting a parent. God does not understand this concept---- He just continues to LIE. All the while, we suffer.

The ONLY reason people follow God is that they were indoctrinated into the ritual of worshipping him. If the typical Christian read these books they would be enraged. Why? It is because they have been told their entire life that God is good, but he is absolutely evil. These books are a complete 180 degree paradigm shift. Some people just can't accept the truth or a different perspective. God is the Wolf and people are the Sheep. Never trust the Wolf.