I have been having many dreams lately (and the last 4 years) where I am in 2-way communication with what I believe to be a monster of a diety that is messed up and clueless about life. I have many dreams like this where I am carrying on 2-way communication. I will call that deity "God". Last night, in my dream, I was told that I was autistic and that I ruined my mind and my life. There were no adults around, but just a swimming pool of kids that kept bullying me and trying to drown me. I take this that the mentality of the "God" deity is that of a small, immature, emotionally undeveloped child. During the dream I could hardly swim or move my legs, but I was able to physically attack and defend myself against those that were attacking me.
I really would question the maturity of a supreme creator. The deity told me that I was mentally destroyed and autistic. The deity told me that I sounded like a "retard" when I spoke and they questioned my intelligience. I could not walk because the deity paralyzed me from the waist down, but I could swim with my hands. Very interesting, but in the end I spoke up and called the deity "immature" and "an absolute loser." I chewed the deity's ass about being a failure of a leader. The dream ended.
I am now realizing that adult humans might possibly be more mature than God could ever be. If you think about it, God has never faced external consequences so God has never had an external pressure to mature, develop. God is just remaining an immature child causing problems and destroying the beauty of life on the world. Also, if this is true, God has really no capacity to fix anything because God does not have the life skills to do so. Christians would be appalled- as well as any other member of any organized religion. I have dreams like this all the time and I am going to start documenting them as they happen on this blog. Thank you.
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