I would give up on God. I have.

There is too much vaguenss written into the Bible. The God of the Bible might not even be the God of the creation of the universe. I will get into this on a different post. You never know who you are praying to when you pray to "God" so I am going to cease praying to "God" because I do not want to accidentally support an evil "God". I believe that praying to Jesus Christ directly is the only good channel to heavenly beings. So, I only pray to Jesus Christ.