From what I undertsand- I understand God to be pure evil. God would take pleasure in killing a homeless man's best friend- a dog. God would kill that dog just to hurt the Homeless Man- and then he would laugh at that man and then blame everything on the Homeless Man. God is not someone that you should ever let into your life. I do not go to church, nor do I pray anymore.  I do not even think it wise to pray anymore. Aetheism is the best way to avoid God.

Getting this information out in a private way was severely difficult. Due to the sensitivity of the nature of the information in the books, I could not publicly do it. I really think that I was never expected to talk to about this all and just suffer through it for the rest of my life. I really think that the information is very severe and can actually be somewhat damaging to one's own mind to process. There was no other option- the information must have been released because it impacts the world. At some point, it all needed to be released. An equivalent release of information that was damaging to the world was the release of information about the Holocaust- and what's worst is God is directly implicated to the Holocaust. 

So, in the past years I have had my friends, family, and colleagues read these books. I have even had a Christian pastor and a clinical psycholgist read them and I have talked to hundreds of people about the experiences. Reddit was not a good forum to discuss on due to constant criticism, so decided to start this blog. I do believe that God is the most immature, dangerous threat to humanity- which is evidenced by some of the events in the books. I am frankly disgusted with God and I truly believe that he has zero purpose. God is a liability to the universe. God is a threat to humanity. I used to be Christian and now I want nothing to do with organized religion. I don't even respect Jesus Christ anymore. I believe that even the Bible is based on lies. There is no truth in God. Again, Humanity is Humanity's only hope. I have lost all faith in God.

Yes, this is controversial topic. I understand that. I am telling this story as close to truth as possible. I hope that your reading has led to some form of enlightenment. This entire situation has been a curse, not a blessing. But, at least you all know that you are all getting screwed. I am here with you through the journey. May the Origin bless you.

I no longer use Elysium-19. That shit is poison and I have not messed around with that stuff in a very long time. God, to my understanding, communicates primarly in dreams. Still I am at the same conclusion- for the universe to live, God must not.